EvY at HomE

This is something that I tell myself when I look in the mirror at my overweight body. Man EvY, you've let yourself go. And like... when I say that it's obvious that I am talking about how my normally much thinner self is no longer thin. Temporarily no longer thin. Because I will get there again, I can. I will. And I'm not even saying that I'm not cute or that I hate myself or anything like that, it's more of I know I can look better in clothing. One place that I associate with the better me and my style in particular is New York. Because I am obvious. I don't even remember feeling like people were better dressed that much better than I was but I just remember knowing that I could do better. A part of it is a cheat because the times I was there it was cold and all you need to make an outfit look good is a cool jacket and if you know me you know I know my way around a cool jacket. But somehow my style developed and settled after those trips to the Empire State. ...

Y'all know me still same old G. Mommy's first day of work in an office. Alice's birthday was my first day of work. Luckily we celebrated more when I got home. Matt sends me adorable pics while I'm working. He rolls to his belly a lot more now. This little face is what I stare at while pumping at work.  Das right foo, I provide for my family while providing milk for my son from my body. Brining home the bacon and the breastmilk. These faces greet me when I come home. I could not be luckier.