i can't go my own way

For the past few weeks I've been feeling like I have not been in control of my own time at all. As if everything recently is just me reacting or having to deal instead of deciding. Mostly it's because of work or personal commitments but I am so tired of feeling tired and completely devoid of time. It just feels like things are being decided on in a hurry and are reactions instead of decisions or I dunno I'm just whining. The year feels like its been going on forever and it's only the end of February. I think I've aged about 5 years.


Are things gonna get better? Will I feel less completely irritable and tired soon? I sure hope so. Any day now.

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